Fly a kite...

Life is sailing along, like a kite soaring in the breeze. Sometimes I feel like I'm flying higher than I ever dreamed, caught up in a glorious gust, looking out over the beautiful world, the wind rushing by me and the sun on my back. Then, in an instant the wind shifts, the swell slows, and the kite starts to dive. Sometimes just a little dip, perhaps a fun little spin or two, and then back up to soaring height. Other times a full nose dive ensues... my kite plummeting dangerously towards the sandy beach below, holding tight to the string that both keeps it grounded and helps it soar. But my God is faithful, and just as a crashing impact with the hard ground seems inevitable, the wind shifts again, He blows life into the folds of the kite, and the nose turns upward to soar once again. His grace appears fresh and new, the wind lifts and spreads the fabric, and my kite sails upwards into the breezes of hope, joy, and faith.

Sometimes my faith feels as fragile as that tiny kite string seems, holding the kite as it flies higher and higher. It provides the stability against the wind that keeps the kite high in the air. It provides the tether, the anchor that keeps me from floating aimlessly into the clouds. Yet it is so much smaller than it seems it should be. I would rather hold on to a thick, tough rope, something that would reassure me that it would not break, something that would seem substantial and secure. But a thick heavy rope would weigh the kite down and keep it from flying. It would hinder, yay even prevent what it is designed to help accomplish. But don't we often want more reassurance than what a tiny strand seems to offer? But as we start to trust, allow our kite to fly, we see that this tiny, seemingly fragile strand can, and does, hold us firmly. That it does not snap under the strength of the wind and the twists, turns, and flips life takes us through. It is enough to hold us, if we trust that it will.

Sometimes it is so easy, so glorious to get caught up in the soaring that we want to let go of the strand. To soar up higher, and higher, reaching for the next gust of wind, aiming for the next level of height. But without that tether our kite couldn't stay afloat. Without the anchor God provides, we wouldn't be able to soar. Sure, we'd get blown around by the wind for a time, perhaps even climbing a bit higher. But soon enough the kite would get tossed about by the wind, collapsing onto itself, dropping dangerously from the sky, completely at the whim of the worldly forces. And with no counter resistance to pull it back afloat, our kite would crash into the rocky earth below and shatter into a broken heap. Without holding on to the promises of His word we risk floating off dangerously on our own. You see the thread that seems to sometimes hold us back, really keeps us alive.

So I pray that God helps me soar. That I trust enough to let out lots of kite string and fly higher and higher, reach the peaks of joy while trusting in Him to keep me soaring. But that I would never let go of Him as my anchor, that I would stay tethered in His will. That I can truly enjoy the exhiliration of flying so high that my heart races, while remaining secure in my faith that He is holding me safely in His hands.