Wow!

So I realized that I've been journaling privately a LOT lately- on paper and in private. I guess there have been some things I just couldn't bring myself to "put out there" if you will. I have been facing some insecurities, trudging through some knee-deep muck of life, and just withdrawing. I guess in some ways it is good to be private and introspective at times, to really connect with God alone and quietly seek His words on things. But what I'm realizing more and more as time goes on that I lose a level of accountability. I know that there are few (if any) people who read this blog. That is fine. It is really here for me, and for whatever plans God has for it. But knowing it is out there, public, and available to anyone God might want it to reach does tend to add a certain layer of accountability for me. I can't put it into words well, but I know what I mean, so that is what matters.

So, I'm going to try to do better. I'm going to set a goal to post something on here at least 3 times a week. Sure, I'd love to say I'll post every day! But realistically... I would probably fail and be left feeling more inadequate than I already have lately. So I'm setting a smaller goal, one more attainable and reasonable. And one that is definitely open for revision once it is consistently met. :) So... look out below, because some days you may pop in here and find random, rambling, insanity! But at least it will be current! :)